ph0enix_flame

ph0enix_flame @ 2005-09-19T22:00:00

2005-09-20T02:02:30Z

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

ph0enix_flame @ 2005-09-15T10:55:00

2005-09-15T14:57:54Z

no more drinking on school nights! *makes a deal to myself*

yep, hungover

ph0enix_flame @ 2005-08-31T13:03:00

2005-08-31T17:03:40Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

my dog.....

2005-08-25T03:23:43Z

shes a natural born hunter. i have seen the way how she hunts, her ears flat down to her skull, her legs moved smoothly, and soundlessly, her sharp eyes concentrated on her prey. everytime the prey stood up and sees her, she freezes until the head is again lowered back onto the ground and munch on whatever its eating in the first place. once she gets close or the prey catches a whiff of her and bolt, then she give chase. A flat out sprint like a cheetah out in the savannah.

everyday, her "prey" manages to escape but today she turned the table. It was so unfortunate.

a squirrel paid its own life

unlike when a toad, rabbits, squirrels, and birds(most were lucky) to be her prey to escape with their lives

how did it happen?

i was in the kitchen with my mom talking, while the dog whose name is Katie was outside minding her stuff like what dogs would do. the next thing i know was that my mom told me that she heard something scream outside. She was like "Katie has something, what does she have?" i took one look outside behind me out the window, and there, out in the window seeing her standing in front of a bushy tailed creature laying down. it came to realization, she CAUGHT a squirrel.

i screamed to mom, "its a squirrel! Katie caught it!"and dashed outside, with mom following from the rear. I grabbed Katie on her collar and pulled her back away from the squirrel. All riddled up she was, bouncing against my hold and straining to get back to the squirrel to sniff. The squirrel stayed there with her nose and paws in the air trying to swat the dog away. Once it moved, i knew it was injured, couldnt move both of its back legs and seeing around six bite marks on its back. i put the dog back in the house n came outside to check it again, it could move its left back leg but not the right. mom came to join me to check the animal, once mom came close from where i was, it tried to dash up into the tree, it could only make it to my height and moved around the tree trunk trying to get out of my sight, then froze in position. i felt bad for the animal and left it alone. once i came back in the house and looked back, it fell off the tree backwards onto the ground and didnt move, except for its ribs and sides from breathing. I knew immediately that it wouldnt last the night, either die from heart attack, shock, internal injuries or the crows finishing up the kill.
My aunt came to my house to say goodbye to me because i was headed to rochy tomorrow, first stopping in michigan. I told her what happened and then i checked the animal, it didnt move or flinch when i poked it with the stick, i knew it was gone. Barely thirty minutes from the attack.

my sister called animal control while it was still alive to take it away. they didnt call back till later when it died, they will come back tomorrow to take it away and test it for rabies. I checked katie, no bite marks anywhere.

RIP squirrel

To katie, its all a game and she didnt mean to hurt and kill the squirrel. she loves the game of cat and mouse. once she catches something she would carry it in her mouth proudly and then let it go. The squirrel got the worst injuries from the unmeantful bite. It probably snapped the animal's back since the bite was on the back of the animal below it front legs, in the middle and down to it back legs. try to picture it. thats how bad the bite was. but there was no blood drawn

ph0enix_flame @ 2005-08-18T20:56:00

2005-08-19T02:04:41Z

wow.. a week today, im leaving Chi-kaw-go to Rochester... golly already?

I am not even packed much just yet. had been finishing up my final hours at Co-op which im going to finish this monday. boy i cant wait to finish and pick up my paycheck.
Other than that i had been doing some yardwork, trimming the bushes and soon will be setting up the swing (not kids swings mind you) and go shopping for new plants to plant in the garden. hope i get some more tan before i hit back in town of the apple state

also started jogging around a couple blocks with my K-9 to get in a better shape before i start the real exercise in rochester. better than being so out of shape in the start

um. thats all i have for now

ph0enix_flame @ 2005-08-12T22:34:00

2005-08-13T03:50:21Z

i have to agree with chiara.. this world is a big slaughterhouse. speaking of the german shepherd (i am nuts about that kind of dog) this morning my street, East Avenue was glistering under the sun, clean, not a drop of blood, leaves here and there with some twigs and stones. A few hours later, life was taken. In the form of a squirrel. It's head was smashed on the pavement, and its body intact except for the head. It made me wonder.. do people care? Animals are form of life, not just human, would i care if i hit a human being like they hit a helpless creature on the road? i think i should not care. Seeing countless squirrels, deer, rabbits, and raccoons lifeless, either intact or shattered to pieces from cars and trucks. It is definitely a sad thing to see.
Everytime i see something other than a ripped out tires, i cringe.

A doe, its glistering dark amber colored eyes once full of life now stares blankly with its fawn sudden alone bleating nearby waiting for its mother to rise once again. A buck, with a huge rack, maybe a ten pointer lies shattered, his head here and legs there on the shoulder of the road, his guts over there in the middle of the road. A rabbit lies flat like a paper with its floppy ears swaying in the breeze. A fuzzy tail stands straight up and true, belongs to a once feisty squirrel. What more can i say?

Imagine this happening to you if you was an creature. Looking up on the road, rich chocolate eyes belonging to a puppy, a fuzzy rabbit, or a doe with twin fawns aside seeing something metal, shiny, and have those eyes glowing (headlights) barrelling toward...... those animals
The last thing the animal will hear is the squeal of tires before it is taken from this cruel world. or unlesss it escapes, lucky indeed to escape unstratched. Sometimes you see them injured in the process, limping, dying slowly or adjusts to the injury. Injuries for those animals isn't worth for them to live out its fullest in the wild with dangers luring in every corners with wolves, coyotes and foxes to take easy pickings. Hope that quick death takes them rather than suffering.

or as human.. looking upon a car or truck roaring to you. how would you feel at the sight?

if i was a deer, i would have gotten the hell out of the road as fast as my legs could carry me and hope i make it out in time and never to touch the road ever again as long as i live.

remember.. animals lived here first. not human

ph0enix_flame @ 2005-07-26T23:01:00

2005-07-27T04:13:27Z

i am kinda late to post this..

it had been a year since a good buddy of mine had died, to the day yesterday on the 25th. I wont forget the message i recieved from my friend regarding to the passing of a long time friend from high school. Justine and I were just coming home ( to my house) from nathan's parents house where i saw him and jen. Talking about old times and even talked about david. and boy so little i will have imagined that he was gone.
Was parked at burger king playing with my cat Kikeli while Justy ran inside to get some burgers then shes on her way back to wisconsin. I then saw my pager go off.. it was the AIM, from a friend of mine, Greg. He was like hey hey ashley? are ya there? im like yes im here whats up? He was like.. umm "do you know david smith?"

yes i replied... why?

"he got in an accident"

(you know the story. i dont want to repeat it.. )

from there. i burst in tears and justy came in the car and saw me in tears. i told her what happened. and i zoomed home and ran to the phone after getting a confirmation from another guy who was there in rochy who knew the news. he had replied "how did you know so fast?"

i knew.... its the truth.. since i was screaming at greg that it was all bullshit, and telling him, stop joking me, it cant be.

i wish he was joking all along

Called nathan. felt so bad to tell him but i knew i had to. Silence was what he replied.. he then screamed in caps on the tty like i had told him a worst imagined joke since they both were best buddies. i wish it was a joke but it wasnt. it felt like everything stopped.. the world stopped moving when his reaction was a fury from hell.

but all i can say is that i am glad he left this life with joy in his face, he had everything going for him, winning the race with a clear lead, and has a wonderful girl to share his life with. i miss you man.

see you someday up there

and ill challenge ya with go karting.. be prepared!

david smith
4.11.82 - 7.25.04

road trip

2005-02-27T18:49:31Z

Midnight today

im outta of here

going home to hanover park to surprise my mom and sister

then bail over to springfield to see my girl, Heidi. she deserves her due of me coming down since she came up to rochy two times. so its my turn to drive all the way there just to see her. and then hopefully go to st.louis to go to some bars if possible. see the damn arch "gateway to the west" since i was never "west" of the Mississippi River. sad isnt it?

afterwards, probably head over to gally and see the metropolitian Washington DC area and as well as some gally people.

do it all in 5 days. crazy am i?

ph0enix_flame @ 2005-02-14T00:34:00

2005-02-14T05:35:31Z

3 words

Happy HEART Day!

That's it i gotta say even though i hate this holiday

so good to be back

2005-01-03T22:45:57Z

It felt so good to be back in rochester even tho i am not looking forward for school and homework to endure. However it is so wonderful to see the old faces once again. When i set my foot in town yesterday evening or late afternoon i ran off to see friends rather staying in the apartment. Gosh.. it is already a brand new year?! i wonder what it will bring. I hope for the best rather than for the worse.

My duty for the day:

~~school~~
~~home~~work (actually finished half of them at the moment)
food shopping

wondering who will reply it back to me

2004-12-27T06:34:26Z

all i want to say is HI!

election

2004-11-03T14:45:14Z

okay all, who do you think will conclude as the winner of the presidential election? i highly hope Bush does not win due to his actions he had done to the United States in the past four years.

opinions anyone?

SHOOTING AT RIT

2004-10-04T12:46:06Z

There was a shooting at RIT campus at Crossroads, two women were shot earlier this morning around 6am. I'll post the link about the shooting when the news are available.

[edit] RIT SHOOTING

My roommate and i were driving from UC to building 14, ( i know we are too lazy to walk) there were cops all over the place blocking the enterance to the parking lot, and there are also rochester news interviewing someone and their trucks parked at UC with those towering thing. Ended up parking in the lot by SAU. Suckers, so much for driving.

interesting morning eh?

ph0enix_flame @ 2004-09-26T00:33:00

2004-09-26T04:34:50Z

what a day! Sheesh never had been this busy for a long time. Certainly does wear me out

I have this bad vibe of someone, i will give you a hint, that person is in the recent livejournal of dots_overrated with the photos

ph0enix_flame @ 2004-09-24T17:05:00

2004-09-24T21:07:07Z

This weather is my favorite, i absolutely love this weather Rochester is having... Had a good sweat rollerblading another 12 miles around the campus. As for my previous post i actually rollerbladed 10 miles, my mistake. hehehe

keep up the good weather!

ph0enix_flame @ 2004-09-21T20:22:00

2004-09-22T00:30:57Z

Now it is the third week of the quarter and i am already so busy. Overwhelmed with homework and other things included. To relieve those stress i have been getting, had been either running two miles or rollerblading. Since of today alone, rollerbladed 12 miles, think about it, two and half laps around the RIT entire campus. Was doing this with my roommate Jennifer. As for running, i havent ran since last week. Bad Ashley! BAD! So i should start running again on thursday, with Rosey, and maybe the other roommates as well. It FELT so good to be on the prowl on the campus absorbing the sights when on wheels (rollerblading if you have no clue what i am talking about). It does a world of good for me. Keeps me fit and slim. and a STRESS RELIEVER!

Ever since the start of the week, i had been in thoughts. A to Z. . . . Even thanksgiving is so far away, its in my head. I have noticed that i have been thinking a lot lately. Both bad and good, i guess i have changed compared to last year. my nickname i tend to think that is me "Thoughtful" as one of the imaginary dwarfs in Snow White, naw it doesnt sound right, or maybe it does.

One thing, what is the biggest thing you have noticed about me compared to last year? I meant the changes. I am curious of what you have to say.

about time i updated

2004-08-23T17:36:49Z

I am now in Michigan, since Saturday until this Wednesday. However beside at Mich, i left home sweet Chicago on wednesday when a couple of friends of mine from Iowa and NYC respectively came from Iowa to Illinois to meet me there so i can follow them back to New York, Rochester specifically. It felt so good to be back in rochy, but we didnt stay long. one friend flew to NYC for a while, and a remaining friend and i drove to Michigan after staying two nights in Rochy. It's so great to see the michigan and one georgia person once again. The night we arrived there, we had a party at a friend's home. We ended up having a lot of fun and enjoying ourselves.

After that, we will head to Rochy and finally get to our beloved apartment. Cant hardly wait to move in the brand new UC with Rosey, i hope one of the roomie will be better than last year, we pracically had a war with her before. However im thinking positive :-)

i'll update more later when i get the chance

ph0enix_flame @ 2004-05-14T08:52:00

2004-05-14T12:53:00Z

TGIF! its all i can say at this very moment

ph0enix_flame @ 2004-05-12T09:55:00

2004-05-12T13:57:40Z

god, only 10 hours of sleep in the past two days. Well worth the loss of sleep, being with friends until the clock strikes midnight on the 21st of May. Definitely i am going to dive in bed by midnight hopefully tonight so i can get the well deserved sleep before the test of my least favorite class: SOCIOLOGY

wish me luck